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A confused rambleSometimes I wonder what its like To be someone else To be something better Something other than me
At times I dream of something else Wishing it was me Wanting it to be real Always feeling like I'm not good enough
It makes me sad when I cant be there Feeling like its only a lie Frozen only in one place Interlocked with the many threads of fate
Maybe I'm just not right this time Betrayed in front of my face Begging for some freedom My insides have burnt up at last
You know I'm not good enough for you So just tell me A confused ramble
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My PlaceRising from my bed I see the daylight Announcing that the time has come To face everything I'm not I climb back under my covers Convincing myself it's cold Heating up till I'm feverish I sleep another hour Wake up feeling like shit Stumble my way to the kitchen Get force-fed them pills Mouthful of water Do a few things here and there Earn the right to my world Then I'm off I boot it up It lights up and hums quietly Feeling myself relax I step in that portal Where it's just me and people like you My own world I fashion it how My Place
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7 Roses7 roses you left at my door Dripping poison from their thorns Petals as dark as a moonless night 7 roses of hate just for me
7 times you knocked on my door Holding a knife behind your back Heart as shrivelled as last autumns leaf 7 times you stabbed me dead
7 steps you took on my lifeless soul Wearing red leather shoes of passion Stomping as you took each step 7 steps of jealousy and resentment
1 heart you sent back to me Bleeding onto a years old newspaper
Surrounded with barbed wire 1 heart damaged beyond repair
7 ros 7 Roses
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This Paranoia Is Killing Me

Mon Nov 9, 2009, 7:06 PM

Mood: Insecure
Listening to: paranoia - dope

How do I cope with my constant mistrust of everyone?

In my mind, everyone I talk to has second reasons for doing something, all for their own gain.

In my mind, everything is a lie, told just for the hell of it, to hurt me for the fun.

In my mind, when people say they love me, they only say it to make me feel a little better, but dont really care.

I think this is all in my mind and people say what they mean, but theres always the doubt.

It's killing me inside.

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Current Residence: a house
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: WMP for on the compy. walkabout.. anything thats not in the 'iPod' range
Shell of choice: my own dark shell i like to hide inside, away from the world where i can truly be alone...
Wallpaper of choice: a dark one.. with a blank bit to a side (L,R,T,B) for the icons. at the moment its a tiger... rawr!
Skin of choice: my own ;)
Favourite game: Idle 2 (kongregate.com)